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Abyss (Void)

by AtaxicCrux

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1.
Hunger 04:48
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I, I have a feeling It’s deep inside I have a feeling I feel a hunger Deep within my soul There are times When I wonder If the hunger Will eat my soul Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ohh I have been fighting, for so long Can you feel it’s power Let it make you strong This is what you’ll find On the other side Pain and misery Are well known to me Do you have the hunger? Deep inside of you Do you have the hunger? Only a few do Do you have the hunger? Only a few do
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Dangerous 03:54
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Often in times likes these I wonder Maybe life is only a game we play I don’t know if you will hear me Do you want someone who wants to play your games Dangerous games is what you’ll find if you join them Join them Dangerous dangerous games Dangerous dangerous games Dangerous games is what you’ll find if you join them Join them Dangerous games is what you’ll find if you join them Join them Dangerous dangerous games Standing on the edge of disaster All of us just trying to make our way I don’t have all the answers I’m sick and tired of playing all their games Dangerous games is what you’ll find if you join them Join them Join them Dangerous games is what you’ll find if you join them Join them Dangerous games is what you’ll find if you join them Join them Dangerous dangerous games Standing on the edge of disaster All of us just trying to make our way I don’t have all the answers I’m sick and tired of playing all their games
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Stay 05:02
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Why don't you come on over here Sit beside me Come and keep me company I am right here I am right here Like a moth to a flame You pulled me in close I am only unashamed This is the only path This is the only path Don't hold on to the past There's only here & now This is a fact You can't beg, borrow or steal Time, love or life That was the deal Don't hold on to the past There's only here & now This is a fact Life spares no one There always a little, a little pain Maybe you might stay awhile And face the days with me Face the pain with me Like a moth to a flame You pulled me in close I am unashamed I am unashamed
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Lie 04:12
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Why do I have to ask you Why couldn’t you tell the truth Maybe you should be kinder Maybe I should be too Maybe we’re just a pair of losers He said to me that I am his destiny I realize now he’s a liar Why can’t you let the dog lie Why can’t you see that I am trying You said to me you’d never hurt me But you did and yet I’m the liar Why can’t you let the dog lie Why can’t you see that I am trying Why do you look at me that way Why you got something to say Maybe I should be wiser Maybe you should be too Maybe we’re just a pair of losers I told you that you were my everything I realize now I’m just a liar Why can’t you let the dog lie Why can’t you see that I am trying You said to me you’d never hurt me But you did and yet I’m the liar Why can’t you let the dog lie Why can’t you see that I am trying That I am trying
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Betrayal 04:17
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In a world of shattered trust, where love can turn to dust Betrayal leaves its mark, in hearts once filled with lust But let's not forget, the silent foes within For sometimes, we betray ourselves, drowning in our sins Oh, the echoes of deceit, reverberate so deep From those we hold so close Betrayed by lovers and closest friends But the greatest treason lies within When we stray from who we are Our souls shattered, scar upon scar Our souls shattered, scar upon scar Our souls shattered, scar upon scar Oh, the whispers of regret, haunting deep within our chest From the choices that we make, leading us astray A lover's gentle promise, a friend's unspoken vow Yet the masks they wear, they crumble here and now But let's not overlook, the battles fought within When we succumb to our own shadows, where darkness does begin In the face of betrayal, we can find the strength to heal From the ashes of our pain Betrayed by lovers and closest friends But the greatest treason lies within When we stray from who we are Our souls shattered, scar upon scar Our souls shattered, scar upon scar Our souls shattered, scar upon scar Oh, the whispers of regret, haunting deep within our chest From the choices that we make, leading us astray Betrayed by lovers and closest friends But the greatest treason lies within When we stray from who we are Our souls shattered, scar upon scar
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Despair 04:02
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In the shadows of despair, where hope is torn apart A haunting melody, a shattered beating heart Silent screams, echoing through the night A tale of woe and pain, embraced by endless plight I am broken by you, lost and forsaken In the depths of darkness, my soul has been taken Whispered echoes, haunting my mind In this broken existence, solace I can't find A fractured mirror - reflects a fractured soul Memories of love, now turned bitter and cold Torn fragments of dreams, scattered on the floor Embracing the emptiness, craving nothing more In this symphony of sorrow, I find my bitter release Embracing the darkness, where my demons find peace The world outside keeps turning, oblivious and blind While I drown in despair, in the caverns of my mind No saviour in sight, no guiding light to see Just the echoes of brokenness, consuming me As the song fades away, and darkness claims the day I am left here broken, where shadows forever stay Where shadows forever stay, where shadows forever stay
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Lust 04:46
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I feel this primal need It’s deep inside of me I need, I need, I need, I need There’s no way to explain This aching need inside Of me, of me, of me, of me I’ve been feeling lonely I want to be set free You excite the fever Deep inside of me A flame that’s never tamed Bodies intertwined Surrender to it’s flame Desire you can’t deny Lost in the shadows Bodies unashamed Don’t deny your fire I am unafraid I feel this primal need It’s deep inside of me I need, I need, I need, I need There’s no way to explain This aching need inside Of me, of me, of me of me Every passing hour A hunger takes its hold You excite my fire Our story yet untold Whispers in the dark Bodies collide Igniting every spark Inhibitions subside I will take it anyway I will take it away Give me all of your heart and soul It’s a force we can’t control I feel this primal need It’s deep inside of me I need, I need, I need, I need There’s no way to explain This aching need inside Of me, of me, of me, of me Lust
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Cursed 05:11
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Though I'm cursed I'll break these chains Defy the darkness The doubts and the rains In the shadows I will walk A cursed road With a burdened heart Through the darkness I'll find my way Though this curse lingers I'll seize the day In the face of doubt I'll stand I'll rise above I won't be dammed Be what you want to be Be what you want to me Sometimes you just have to try Cast all your fears aside It doesn't matter the what they say You gotta do what you gotta do anyway My pain dwells deep inside I have nothing to hide But I will hide my sorrow within My heart beats strong I will carry on This fight I intend to win (intend to win) Cursed or blessed I'll forge my way With every step I'll break these chains In the shadows I will find The light beneath My dark insides I'll keep on To light the way Never backing down Till I'm in my grave Turn my struggles into might With every step I'll be alright Be what you want to be Be what you want to me Sometimes you just have to try Cast all your fears aside It doesn't matter the what they say You gotta do what you gotta do anyway My pain dwells deep inside I have nothing to hide But I will hide my sorrow within My heart beats strong I will carry on This fight I intend to win (intend to win)
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Waiting 04:37
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Been chasing shadows in the light of day The path ahead seems so unclear I feel afraid I've shed countless tears in the dark of night Waiting and wondering if solace will come tonight Waiting and wondering if solace will come tonight I could not stay I was called away From the other side And now years gone by I wait for the time Where we will be side by side I would walk through fires I would conquer anything Wait for me on that distant star I promise I’m not too far I’ve seen it all before a hundred times or more I’ve been waiting for a hundred years I have cried so many nights Waiting and wondering what to do I have been waiting here for you I’ve been waiting here for you You could not stay You were called away To the other side And now years gone by We wait for the time When we will be side by side I would walk through fires I would conquer anything Wait for me on that distant star I promise I’m not too far I promise I’m not too far
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Remorse 03:52
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May the winds of time be gentle May they carry my remorse   To the place where I will find you When I come knocking at your door My hearts whispers to me it can’t breath My heart aches from memories Wandering alone under a darkened sky Wondering why I have survived We promised forever lost in this world of sin Time slipped through our fingers No time left to begin The echoes of laughter Now silent in the night My dreams now haunted Until the morning light   In the mirror of time our reflections grew dim Lost in our shadows of man-made sin Our dreams are like embers on a cold dark night I whisper your name don’t leave me behind May the winds of time be gentle May they carry my remorse   To the place where I will find you When I come knocking at your door When I come knocking at your door
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Nine 05:48
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Unkept promises they haunt my memories What was special was never meant to be I whisper to the universe Begging them to send A message to you my dear friend Wait for me on the other side I know I’ve been gone a while When will the sun rise for me It’s been sitting at six degrees Stuck below the horizon we’re lost in the dark I yearn for something more Something less familiar is for what I am looking for Below the horizon lost in the dark Blatantly so insincere I fear it’ll tear us apart The fear may tear us apart The fear may tell us apart Once upon a time we promised our hearts and souls You were the best friend that I had ever known I whisper to the universe Begging them to send A message to you my dear friend Hold your head up high for me The sun will rise again Hold your head up high for me The sun will rise again When will the sun rise for me It’s been sitting at six degrees Stuck below the horizon we’re lost in the dark I yearn for something more Something less familiar is for what I am looking for Below the horizon lost in the dark Blatantly so insincere I fear it’ll tear us apart The fear may tear us apart The fear may tell us apart

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released March 30, 2024

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AtaxicCrux Edmonton, Alberta

AtaxicCrux was formed in Edmonton, Alberta in 2017. The vision for the band is to create music that breaks from away from fitting into one specific genre, something unclassifiable.

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